Tuesday, April 02, 2024
Couple Goals
Thursday, March 28, 2024
Home
Home is where your heart goes back time and again, where you want to spend your quality time enjoying the activities that you like. Home is the elated feeling that you experience when you reach the city that you grew up after being away from it. You love glimpses of your city in films or snaps an even recognize locations just by looking closely at the public spaces.
Home is the city that you travel through every day and still feel that there is more to explore, places you have never been to and places which you know like the palm of your hand. It’s always with a sense of curiosity and streak of curiosity that you love to explore its nooks and corners along with your soul friend and you just love the comfort of your favourite hangouts such as the museum campus or the beaches or the coffeehouses.
Home is your sacred space, the altar that you have created for everything that you hold close to your heart. Home is a place where I am comfortable, candid and naughty, real and authentic. Home is not four walls but the familiar comfortable space that you curl up with a well-thumbed book and a cup of coffee.
Home is you. You are my home, the safe space that you return to every time for solace far from the strife of this world. You are my home, a place of comfort that I want to wake up in and go to sleep in and cherish every time your thought crosses my mind. Home is your memory that I carry safe in my heart, safe and sacred like a talisman throughout the years and where I wander every time this world becomes too much to bear.
Wednesday, January 17, 2024
Memories
Memories
Thursday, January 11, 2024
My Dream World
I belong to only to you, my dream world- not to the place that I
have left as a child, or to my native place, to my father's place which
I have left as a child. I do not feel that I belong to my father's
family as he is dead and gone long back and what I have left of him are a
few scattered bones in a graveyard and some books and diaries that he
left behind.
I do not belong to the place I grew up as a child
beside the River Green, where it was always fun playing in the river yet
I never belonged to my mother's family for there were rightful
inheritors who belonged more rightful than me. I do not belong to my
extended family for I have blindly followed their traditions and values
without questioning them and created a tradition of handing over the
acquired culture.
I belong only to you, my dream world and my
twin flame, who knows my ups and downs, my feminine spirit and
tenderness, my occasional clownishness in trying to belong to some name,
some family, some tribe,where I do not belong. Yet in the realm of
unreality, it is you who define me, in the sacred space of our
togetherness,in the melting down of the barriers between you and me, and
the all engulfing tenderness that follows, that is the space where I
see myself, as yours having a name that you call me when no one is
around and being yours other beloging to any place, tribe or family.
Rain Chants
The chants
reverbrated in the blazing summers and were offered to the gods of the sky and
the wind and the people remembered all the occasions when the land was blessed
with rain following the rituals. The children from the village played by the
dried up temple pond, thinking of the days where they splashed in the cool
water, sat idly in the cool recesses of the rocks, or chattering with the juice
of ripe mangoes oozing on their hands and faces.
The ancient chanting went on incessantly, in a land of purity, where none could
wash or bathe except in the muddy pond waters and the summer blazed along with the hot afternoons, when
none could sleep, for the heat numbed and scorched the earth.
The ancient
chants went on praising the rains: oh you rain; much awaited, the boon of
heavens,
that brings joy to the earth, wealth to its people,oh you rain, come with
thunder and lightning,
and soak our brown skins with delight. Oh rain, the fulfillment of forecasts
and incessant prayers,
I invoke you in the names of the barren earth, the dried up rivers and lakes,
the animals and birds,the silent trees and the people on earth.
The rains were awaited after the prayers to end the blazing afternoons of
summer heat with the first drops of summer rain and you set the warm smell of
earth rising and you bedeck trees with jewels like brides, from furnace hot
afternoons to nights of restless pace. It is for the rains, incense is burnt
and prayers chanted and it is for you, the comforter on hot summer days. The land
and the people waited for the comfort offered by the summer rains.
However, on the third day of endless repentance and prayers, grey and white
dappled clouds rose to silhouette the sky, with hints of a sudden outburst. With
the advent of the rain clouds, the entire city rejoiced as the wait was
over. The days of drought are finally
over and the soft rain slushed over the crowd with bolts of thunder and lightning.
The people received in open hands stretched to skies what the heavens granted
as comfort from the scorching heat of Indian summer.
The rain fell over the blazing holy fire, with the land and the people soaked in
the rain and the beaming children screamed at delight when the droplets of rain
drenched their bodies. Finally, the prayers of the people were answered and the
land was blessed with rain.
Desires
Grand Rising
Friday, December 29, 2023
A December full moon
Thursday, December 28, 2023
Female Icarus
Wednesday, December 13, 2023
The Wanderers
Monday, December 11, 2023
Dreams
Daily
Sunday, November 26, 2023
Thunderstorm
Friday, November 24, 2023
Strength
Thursday, November 23, 2023
A Glass of Lemonade
Just like most of the weary traveler scorched by the summer heat, you dream of cool water bodies to immerse yourself in or of drinking tall glasses of cool lemonade or applying unguents on your hot and tired body. In many of your summer dreams, you recollect your childhood spent playing near the River Green and spend days eating ripe mangoes from the tree in your yard. You long for your childhood companions and think of the times when you could play forever in the cool waters. The summer also brings back your dreams of a loved one and the quiet knowledge of his affection, not uttered aloud everyday but read through the love-light that you read in his eyes.
In the midst of this tedious summer, you find reasons to celebrate- like the first rain that brings smells of the wet earth and a sense of coming alive with nature. You feel the same resurgent life as you step into the River Green and forget time in its waters. Or when you sip a tall glass of tasty lemonade from a wayside shop just to quench your thirst. This sweet and tasty taste of lemonade quenches your thirst but keeps you craving for more, and this becomes linked in your mind with summer heat. Like the love-light in his eyes that you recall every now and then, going back again and again to your loved one and your dreams of being one with him in all senses- mind, body and spirit- you dream of the tasty lemonade that comes back to you every time you think of summer.
And, though this love has lasted several summers not one and has awakened in you desires too deep for words, your thirst for this glass of elixir and your love of your dreams have stayed the same throughout the many summers.
Tuesday, November 21, 2023
Good Morning
Thursday, June 15, 2023
Ode to the Puttu
Sunday, January 29, 2023
Grand Rising
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